Antecedent:While writing this post,I feel sad,helpless,and melancholic.

我想我这辈子还是不太会相信正义，跟法律。
I think in my life I will never choose to believe in the abstract system called law and justice.

这两种抽象，又象征性的观念和系统，并不能防止悲剧产生。它们只能在事情发生后，带给弱势一种叫做‘正义’的安慰。让我来简诉一个故事。
These two ideologies cannot prevent tragedies from happening at all.We know things go on everyday,but we only chose not to be aware of them.They can only bring a sense of consolation after things had happen to the weak.Let me explain further by briefly depicting a story.

I'll try to say in a 'psychologist' way.

Background:In a world of chaos and war,your country is being invaded by neighbouring countries.
Soldiers of the neighbouring countries run rampant in your land after they had successfully invaded your country.

Request:Imagine you are a parent.
Imagine you have a child.
Imagine you,your child,and some of the soldiers of the neighbouring countries are in your house.
Imagine you are in a situation whereby you and your child are held captive by the soldiers.
Imagine they are holding guns on you and your child's head.
Imagine Your child is being sexually assaulted in front of you by the soldiers.

Question:What would you do in that situation?
What would you hope in that situation?
Do you still think that law and justice is still precious,valued and favoured?

Precisely,those shits can't do a fumble about anything.They cannot prevent tragedies from happening.So what if law is capable on bringing justice to the offenders?Things already happen,what can you do?Yes,prevent them by yourself.All you need to do is to not things to happen,so there is not a fucking need for justice to exist at all.You hold the justice in your hands,it's only if you want to uphold it yourself or not.Nobody want bad things to happen to them,no matter how much justice can bring back the compensation or whatever,there is not much use if things had already happen,right.

To me,I don't care what happen to them if they offend me.Death does not solve the problem.They will die one day or another,its just the method and the time issues(how they die and when they die,they eventually will die,so death does not solve the problem).I also do not want their children to suffer the same tragedies.Even if they suffer,things had already happened and they are history already.So what I want is the power and strength to upheaval things right before they happen.By preventing,nothing will happen,leading to no complication and consequence.That's by far the most important thing I considered.

But how should I obtain that power?

Believe me,even though the story above speaks about in an era of war,

1st:You will never ever know when a war breaks out.
2nd:Tragedies can happen ANYTIME,it doesn't necessary have to be in a era of chaotic season.
3rd:Tragedies can happen to ANYONE,anything,even animals,your favourite pets,or even your favourite handphone.

Be strong,have the strength to overwrite your history,before fate writes down your destiny on your face.

Having strength and power IS NOT A SIN.When law and justice fails,did anyone say that that's a sin?No,so why having more power than what you need is a sin then?Yes,you might say that having more power might lead us to be the one who offend the weak,but certainly for me,if I'm so busy trying to protect my family,I give no shit to try and offend others.I'll make them pay if they step on my foot(literally).

If what I digested and explain isn't clear to you,then you can carry on and read the full story.Hope it makes your mind clear.

Edit:I couldn't type out the story in full yet.When I tried to type,I just felt so,unjust,and unfair.I'll report another time.